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VIGYAN BHAIRAV TANTRA VOL2
Alertness through tantra -- not principles
VIGYAN BHAIRAV TANTRA VOL2
Alertness through tantra -- not principles
"IS IT NOT TRUE THAT AN IMMORAL LIFE CREATES HINDRANCES IN MEDITATION?"
What
is meditation? It is not your character, it is not what you do. It is what
you are. It is not the character, it is the consciousness that you bring to
whatsoever you do. The doing is irrelevant. Whether you are doing it
consciously or not is the question, whether moral or immoral. Are you alert?
If you are alert, meditation happens. If you are not alert, you live in
sleep.
You can be moral while fully asleep, there is no problem. Rather, it is
better to be moral if you want to be fully asleep because then society will
not disturb you. Then no one will be against you. You can sleep
conveniently. The society will help you.
You can be moral without being meditative, but the immorality will always
be just behind you. Just like a shadow it will follow, and your morality
will be just skin deep because your morality can only be imposed from
without when you are asleep. It can only be pseudo, false, a facade, it
cannot become your being. You will become moral outwardly, but inwardly you
will remain immoral. And the more moral you become outwardly, the more
immoral you will be within -- in the same proportion, because your morality
is bound to be nothing but a deep suppression. You cannot do anything else
while asleep; you can only suppress.
And through this morality you will also become false. You will not be a
person, but simply a "persona" -- just a pseudo entity. Misery will follow,
and you will consequently be on the verge of explosion -- explosion of all
that you have suppressed. It is there waiting for you. And if you are really
honest in being moral while asleep, you will go mad. Only a dishonest person
can remain moral without being mad. That is what hypocrisy means. Hypocrites
just show that they are moral, that they are not, and they find ways and
means to be immoral, constantly remaining moral on the surface or pretending
to be moral. Then only can you remain sane; otherwise you will go insane.
This so-called morality leaves only two alternatives. If honest, you will
become insane; if dishonest, you will become a hypocrite. So those who are
clever, cunning, they are hypocrites. Those who are simple, innocent, who
become victims of such teachings, go mad.
While asleep, real morality cannot happen to you. And what do you mean by
"real morality"? Something which is a spontaneous flowering out of your
being, not imposed from without. And real morality is not in opposition to
immorality; a real morality is just an absence of immorality, it is not in
opposition. For example, you can be taught to love your neighbors, to love
everyone, to be loving. It can become a moral attitude, but the hate remains
within. You force yourself to be loving, and a forced love cannot be real,
cannot be authentic. It is not going to fulfill either you or the other
person whom you love. No one is to be fulfilled by this false love.
It is just like false water. No one's thirst can be quenched by it. The
hatred is there, and the hatred is trying to assert. And a false love cannot
be a real hindrance to it. Rather, the hatred will penetrate the false love
and will even poison it, and your loving will become just a sort of hatred.
It is very tricky and cunning.
A real morality happens to a person who has gone deep within himself -- and
the deeper you move, the more loving you become. It is not something forced
against hatred; it is not something antagonistic to hatred. The deeper you
move, the more love flows out of you. It has nothing to do with hatred at
all; it is not concerned with hatred at all. The moment you reach to your
center, you are loving without any moral imposition. You may not even be
aware that you are loving. How you can be aware? This love will just be so
natural that it will be just like breathing, just like your shadow following
you. You will simply be loving.
Tantra teaches the inner journey. Morality will happen, but that will be a
consequence, not a prerequisite. Be clear about this distinction. Tantra
says don't be entangled with moral and immoral concepts. They are outer.
Rather, move within. So the techniques are there for how to move within. And
don't be concerned with moral and immoral, pure and impure; don't be
concerned with distinctions. Just move within. Forget the outer -- the outer
world, the society and whatsoever the society has taught you. All that
society teaches is bound to be dualistic, it is bound to be suppressive; it
is bound to be a conflict within you. And if the conflict is there, you
cannot move within.
So forget the conflict and forget all that creates conflict. Simply move
within. The deeper you go, the more moral you will become, but that morality
will not be the morality of the society. You will be moral without "being
moral" -- without being conscious that you are moral, because there is
nothing opposed to it within you. You are simply loving because you feel
blissful when you are loving. It is a bliss in itself. There is no end to
it; no result is needed. It is not that you will get into the kingdom of God
if you love. It is not a bargain. The morality that society preaches and
so-called religions preach is a bargain: "Do this and you will get that. If
you don't do this you will not get that. You will even be punished."It is a
bargain.
Tantric morality is not a bargain, it is a happening. The deeper you move,
the more you start living in the moment. You feel that to love is bliss. It
is not a step, a condition, a bargain towards something else; it is enough
unto itself. You love because you feel blissful in loving. You are not doing
anything for your neighbor; you are not obliging anyone else. It is a
pleasure to be loving. It is good for you right here and now. There is no
future heaven or hell. Just now it creates the heaven, and the kingdom of
God enters you. And this happens with all the virtues; they flower
spontaneously.
Now look at the question: "IS IS NOT TRUE THAT AN IMMORAL LIFE CREATES
HINDRANCES IN MEDITATION?" Really, the contrary is the truth. A meditative
life creates hindrances in immoral life. Immoral life cannot create any
hindrances. Immoral life means that you are non-meditative -- nothing else;
you are fast asleep. That is why you are doing harm to yourself.
For tantra, the basic thing is meditation, alertness, awareness. Nothing
else is more basic than that. When someone is immoral, it shows that he is
not alert. It is just a symptom. The immoral life is just a symptom that he
is not alert. What is ordinary teaching doing? Ordinary teachers will tell
to this sleeping man who is immoral to be moral. He may change from
immorality to morality, but the sleep continues.
So the whole effort is wasted because the real disease was not immorality;
immorality was just a symptom. The disease was non-alertness, non-meditativeness.
That is why he was immoral. You can convert him to morality. You can create
fear, and you can make afraid only that person who is asleep; otherwise you
cannot create fear. You can create a fear about hell and you can create a
profit motive for heaven. Both of these things are possible only while you
are asleep. If you are not asleep, you cannot be threatened and you cannot
be motivated because of profit. Those two things are meaningful only to the
mind that is asleep.
So create the fear of punishment, and a person will move from immorality to
morality -- but he will move because of fear. Create a profit motive, and
then he can move from immorality to morality -- but he will move because of
lust, greed, profit motivation. Greed and fear are part of the sleeping
mind. He remains asleep, nothing basic is changed.
He is good for the society; that is okay. For the society the immoral
person is a problem, but the moral person is not a problem. So society has
solved its problems, but the man remains asleep. For himself, nothing is
solved; he is now more convenient for the society. Previously, he was
inconvenient. Try to observe the fact: an immoral person is inconvenient to
the society, but he is convenient for himself. A moral person becomes
convenient to the society, but he becomes inconvenient to himself.
So it is only that the coin is put upside down. That is why immoral persons
look more happy and gay, and a moral person is serious, sad, burdened. The
immoral person is fighting with the society and the moral person is fighting
with himself. The immoral person feels worried only because there is always
a fear of being caught. He is afraid of being caught, but he is enjoying. If
no one catches him, if there is no fear of being caught, he is okay.
The moral person is caught in a struggle with himself. Nothing is okay with
him; he is only okay with the society. Morality is a lubricant, it helps you
to move easily with others. But then you become uneasy with yourself.
Uneasiness remains either with the society or with yourself. Only when you
become awakened does uneasiness leave you.
Tantra is concerned with the basic disease, not with the symptoms. Morality
is removing symptoms. So tantra says don't be concerned with moral or
immoral concepts. It does not mean that tantra says become immoral. How can
tantra tell you to become immoral when tantra cannot even tell you to become
moral? Tantra says the whole thing is irrelevant: don't talk about morality
and immorality; come to the root. You can be moral or immoral, but that is
only the symptom. Come to the root! The root is that you are asleep -- fast
asleep.
How to break this sleeping pattern? How to be aware and how not to fall
again and again into sleep? That is what tantra is concerned with -- and
once you become alert your character will change. But that is a consequence.
Tantra says you need not worry about it.; that is a consequence. Inevitably,
it happens, so you need not worry about it. You are not to bring it, it will
happen. You simply become more and more alert, and you will be less and less
immoral. But this morality that will happen to you is not forced; it is not
something done by you on your part. You are just trying to be alert, and it
happens.
How can an alert man be violent? How can an alert man feel hatred and
anger? It may look paradoxical, but it is so. One who is asleep cannot be
without hatred. It is impossible. He can only pretend that there is no
anger, no hatred. He can only pretend that there is love, compassion,
kindness, sympathy. Those are all pretensions. Quite the contrary happens to
the one who has awakened. If anger is needed, he can only pretend. He cannot
be angry.; he can only pretend! If anger is needed -- and sometimes it is
needed -- he can only pretend. He cannot be sad, but if it is needed he can
pretend that he is sad. Now these are impossible.
Love is natural now, as hatred was before. Love was a pretension before.
Now hatred can only be a pretension -- if it is needed. Jesus fighting with
the moneychangers in the great temple was pretending. He cannot be angry,
but he has chosen to pretend. He cannot be really angry. He cannot be angry,
but he can use anger -- as you use love and cannot be loving.
You use love for certain purposes. Your love is just to get something else;
it is never simply love. You may be trying to get money, you may be trying
to get sex, you may be trying to get something -- ego fulfillment, a
victory, a feeling that you are very powerful. You may be trying to get
anything else, but it is never love.
A buddha can be angry if he thinks that it is going to help. Because of his
love sometimes he may be angry, but that is only a pretension and only fools
are befooled by it. Those who know, they will simply laugh. As meditation
deepens, says tantra, you start changing. And it is beautiful when change
happens to you. If you "do" it, it can never be something very deep because
doing is just on the surface. So tantra says, allow it to happen from the
being, from the very center. Let it flow from the center towards the
periphery; don't force it from the periphery to the center. That is
impossible.
Tantra will not say moral or immoral. The only thing is if you are asleep
try to change it. Allow yourself to become more and more alert, wherever you
are. If you are immoral, tantra says, "It is okay. We are not concerned with
your immorality, we are concerned with your sleep and with how to transform
it into alertness." Don't fight with the immorality. Just try to transform
your sleep.
If you are moral it is okay. Tantra is not going to tell you first to
become immoral and then to try. Neither does the immoral one have any need
to transform himself into a moral person, nor does the moral person have to
transform himself into an immoral one in order to get into meditation. All
that they need is to change their quality of consciousness. So wherever you
are, a sinner or a saint, for tantra there is no distinction. If you are
asleep, then try the techniques for alertness. And don't try to change
symptoms. The sinner is ill and the so-called saint is also ill because both
are asleep.
The illness is the sleep, not your character. Your character is just a
by-product. And whatsoever you do while remaining asleep will not make any
basic change. Only one thing can change you and create a mutation and that
is alertness. The question is one of how to become more and more alert. So
whatsoever you do, make it an object of alertness. If you do some immoral
act, do it meditatively. It will not be long before the act will dissolve by
itself and disappear. Then you will not be able to do it -- not because you
have created an armor against it, but because now you are more alert. And
how can you do a thing which needs sleep as a requisite? You cannot do it.
Understand well this basic distinction between tantra and what others
teach. Tantra is more scientific. It goes to the very root of the problem,
transforms you from the very being -- not from your outer sheath of
character, of morality and immorality, of acts and doings. Whatsoever you do
is just on the periphery; whatsoever you are is never on the periphery. The
quality of the act, not the act itself, is meaningful for tantra.
For example, one butcher came to Nan-in. He was a butcher and Nan-in was a
Buddhist monk who believed in non-violence. His whole profession was of
violence. The whole day he was killing animals. But when the butcher came to
Nan-in, he asked him, "What am I to do? My profession is one of violence. So
am I to leave my profession first and is it that only then I can be a new
man, or is there some other way?"
Nan-in said, "We are not concerned with what you do. We are concerned with
what you are. So you go on doing whatsoever you are doing, but be more
alert. While killing, remain alert, meditative, and go on doing whatsoever
you are doing. We are not concerned."
Nan-in's followers became disturbed -- because here was a person who was a
follower of Buddha, a believer in non-violence, allowing a butcher to
continue. One disciple said, "This is not good. And we never expected that a
person like you would allow a butcher to remain a butcher. And when he was
asking, you should have told him to drop this. He himself was ready."
Nan-in is reported to have said, "You can change the butcher's profession
easily; he was himself ready. But in that way you cannot change his quality
of consciousness. He will remain a butcher."
He may become a saint, but the quality of the mind will remain that of a
butcher. That will be a deception for others and for himself also. Go and
look at your so-called saints. Many of them remain butchers. The quality,
the attitude, the violence, their very look towards you, is condemning,
violent. You are a sinner and they are saints. When they see you, the very
look is such that you are condemned, you are thrown into hell.
Nan-in said, "So it is not good to change his outer life; it is better to
bring a new quality to his mind. And it is good to let him remain a butcher,
because he is disturbed by his butchery and violence. If he becomes a saint
he will remain a butcher, but then he will not be disturbed. His ego will be
strengthened. So this is good. He is disturbed that violence is there, and
he has become at least this much aware -- that this is not good. He is ready
to change, but just readiness to change will not help. A new quality of the
mind has to be developed. Let him meditate."
After one year had passed, the man came. He had become a different man. He
was still a killer, but the man had changed although the doing remained the
same. He came to Nan-in again and he said, "Now I am a different man. I
meditated and meditated and meditated, and my whole life has become a
meditation because you told me to meditate in whatsoever I am doing. I am
butchering animals, but the whole day I am meditating. Now what do you tell
me to do?"
So Nan-in said, "Now do not come to me. Allow your awareness to make a path
for you. You need not come to me."
So the butcher said, "Now, only if you say remain in the profession will I
pretend to be there. But as far as I am concerned, I am no more there. So if
you allow me, I am not going back. But if you say to go, then it is okay. I
will go and pretend, and I will continue."
This is how, when your quality changes -- your quality of consciousness --
you become a different person altogether. And tantra is concerned with you,
not with what you do.
The second question:
Question 2
"IF ONE FOLLOWS CERTAIN LAWS OF LIFE AND CALLS THIS MORAL, THEN IS THERE
ANY OBJECTION FROM A TANTRIC?"
Tantra has no objections, but this having no objection is the problem.
Tantra has no objection whatsoever; tantra is not in any way condemning. It
is not concerned to tell you, "Do this," or "Don't do that." If you feel
good, if you feel happy following certain principles, then follow them. But
following certain principles can never lead you to happiness because you are
not going to change through principles and through following them. You will
remain the same.
Principles are always borrowed, ideals are always borrowed. Someone else
has given them to you. They are not your own; they have not grown out of
your own experience. They are without roots. The society, the religion to
which you are born, the teachers you happened to be near, they have given
them to you. You can follow them and you can force yourself accordingly, but
then you will be a dead person -- not alive. You may create a certain peace
around yourself, but that will be the peace of the cemetery -- dead. You may
be less vulnerable to disturbances, more closed in because of the
principles, but then you will become less sensitive and less alive. So
so-called principled men are always dead.
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Look at them: they look silent, still, peaceful, at ease, but a certain
deadness is always around them. The aura of death is always there. You
cannot feel the feast of life around them, the festivity of being alive, the
celebration of being alive. You can never feel that around them. They have
created an armor around them -- a safety armor. Nothing can penetrate them.
The walls of their principles and character stop everything, but then they
are behind the walls, imprisoned, and they are their own prisoners. If you
choose this, tantra has no objection. You are free to choose a life which is
not a life at all.
Once Mulla Nasruddin visited a cemetery, and he saw a very beautiful marble
mausoleum. Inscribed on it was the name "Rothschild." Mulla is reported to
have said, "Aha! Ahhh! This is what I call life. This is what I called
living -- a beautiful marble mausoleum." But howsoever beautiful it is, it
is not life. It is marble -- beautiful, rich -- but not life. You can create
a mausoleum out of your life through principles, ideals, impositions, but
then you will be dead, although less vulnerable because death is not
vulnerable.
Death is a security; life is always insecure. Anything can happen to a live
person; nothing can happen to a dead person. He is secure. There is no
future, no possibility for change. The last thing has happened to him --
death. Now nothing can happen.
Principled personalities are dead personalities. Tantra is not interested
in them. Tantra has no objection -- if you feel good being dead, it is your
choice. You can commit suicide, and this is a suicide. But tantra is for
those who want to be more alive, and the truth, the ultimate, is not death,
it is life. Remember that: the ultimate is not death. It is life -- more
life. Jesus has said, "Abundant life, infinite life."
So by being dead you can never reach to the ultimate. If it is life, and
"abundant life," then by being dead you will never be in contact with it.
Just by being more alive, more vulnerable, more sensitive, less principled
and more alert, you will reach it. Why do you seek principles? You may not
have observed why. It is because with principles you need not be alert. You
need not be alert! If you live through principles you need not be alert.
Suppose I make a principle out of non-violence and then I stick to it, or I
make it a principle to be truthful and I stick to it; then it becomes a
habit. I create a habit of being truthful, of always speaking the truth. It
becomes a mechanical habit; now there is no need to be alert. I cannot speak
lies because a principle, a habit, will always create a barrier. The society
depends on principles, on inculcating and educating the children with
principles. Then they become incapable, really, of being otherwise. If a
person becomes incapable, he is dead.
Your truth can be alive only if it comes through alertness, not through
principle. Each moment you have to be alert in order to be true. Truth is
not a principle; it is something born out of your alertness. Non-violence is
not a principle; if you are alert you cannot be violent. But that is
difficult and arduous. You will have to transform yourself totally. It is
easy to create a life according to principles, rules and regulations. Then
you need not worry. You need not worry about being more alert and aware; you
can follow the principles.
Then you are just like a railway train running on the tracks. Those tracks
are your principles. You are not afraid because you cannot miss the path.
Really, you don't have any path.; you have just mechanical rails on which
your train is running. You will reach the destination, you need not be
afraid. You will be asleep and the train will reach. It is running on dead
paths; they are not alive.
But tantra says that life is not like that, it is more like a river. It is
not running on iron rails, on tracks; really, it is like a river. The path
has not even been charted before. As the river flows, the path is created.
As the river moves, the path is created. The river will reach to the sea,
and this is how life should be if you understand the tantra way.
Life is like a river. There is no precharted way; there are no maps to be
given to you which are to be followed. Just be alive and alert, and then
wheresoever life leads you go with full confidence in it. Tantra is a trust
-- a trust in the life force. Allow it to lead you, don't force it.
Surrender to it and allow it to lead you towards the sea. Just be alert,
that is all. While life leads you towards the sea just be alert so that you
don't miss anything.
It is very important to remember that tantra is not simply concerned with
the end; it is also concerned with the means. It is also concerned with the
path, not only the destination. If you are alert, even this life will be a
bliss. The very movement of the river is a bliss in itself. Passing through
the valleys, through the rocks, falling down from the hills, moving into the
unknown is itself a bliss.
Be alert here also, because the ocean, the ultimate, cannot just be a
happening in the end. It cannot be. It is a growth. The river is "growing"
to be the sea. It is not simply going to meet the sea, it is "growing" to be
the sea, and this is possible only through rich experience, alert
experiences, moving, trusting. This is how tantra looks at the search -- at
the human search. Of course, it is dangerous. If rivers can be run through
predetermined paths, there would be less danger, fewer errors. But the whole
beauty of aliveness would be lost.
So don't be a follower of principles. Just be a creator of more and more
consciousness. Those principles will happen to you, but you will never feel
imprisoned in them.
The third question:
Question 3
"THE SECOND SUTRA DISCUSSED YESTERDAY SAYS, `THE PURITY OF OTHER TEACHINGS
IS AN IMPURITY TO US. IN REALITY, KNOW NOTHING AS PURE OR IMPURE.' IF
NOTHING IS IMPURE, THEN HOW CAN THE TEACHINGS OF OTHERS BE IMPURE?"
Really, nothing is impure, but the teaching that something is pure and
something is impure has to be discarded. Only in that sense does the sutra
mean, "The purity of other teachings is an impurity to us." Nothing is pure
and nothing is impure, but if someone teaches that something is pure and
something is impure, tantra says that this has to be discarded. Only in this
sense does the sutra say that "The purity of other teachings is an impurity
to us." This is just a discarding. It is just saying don't make any
distinctions, remain innocent.
But look at the complexity of life. If I say remain innocent, and if you
then try innocence, that innocence will not be innocent. How can it be? If
you have "tried" it, it has become a calculated thing. Then it cannot be
innocent. If you try it, it cannot be! So what is to be done? Just discard
those things which create cunningness. Don't try to create any innocence;
you cannot. Just discard those things which create cunningness in your mind.
This is negative. When you have discarded the root causes of cunningness,
innocence will have happened to you. Nothing is pure or impure. But what is
to be done then? Your mind is filled with distinctions: "This is pure and
That is impure." So tantra says, "For us this is the only impurity. This
mind filled with concepts of purity and impurity is the only impurity. If
you can discard it, you have become pure."
This sutra is meaningful in another sense also. There are teachings with
very fixed rules. For example, Catholic Christian teachings or Jaina
teachings in India are against sex.; they say that sex is impure, ugly, sin.
Tantra says that nothing is ugly, nothing is impure, nothing is sin. Even
sex can become a path; even sex can become a path toward salvation. It
depends on you. It is not sex, it is you who determines the quality of it.
Even prayer can become a sin -- and sex can become a virtue. It depends on
you. The value is not in the object, the value is brought to it by you. Look
at it -- at this phenomenon -- in a different way. Tantra says that even sex
can become salvation, but then come to sex without any notions of purity and
impurity, good or bad, morality and immorality. Come to sex as pure energy,
just energy. Move in that energy as if you are moving into the unknown.
Don't fall asleep: be alert! When sex brings you to the very root of your
being, be alert. Don't fall asleep, on the path. Be alert and experience
everything, whatsoever is happening -- the relaxation that comes, the
tension that happens, the peak that comes, and the valley in which you are
thrown back.
Your ego dissolves for a moment; you become one with your beloved or with
your partner. For a moment, the two are not there. The bodies are two, but
deep down there is a communion and they have become one. Be alert! Don't
miss this moment in sleep. Be alert; see what is happening. This oneness is
what was hidden in the sex act. The sex was just the outer core. Now this is
the meaning -- the central point. This is what you were longing for, this is
what the hankering was for. This was for what there was the search -- this
unity, this dissolving of the ego, this feeling of oneness, this ecstasy of
non-tension, this ecstasy of relaxation. This was the meaning, the goal, and
this is what you were searching for through this woman and that, through
this man and that. You were searching and searching, but no woman can
fulfill it, no man can give it.
Only through a deep tantric awareness does the sex act completely
disappear, and a deep ecstasy is revealed. So tantra says it is you: if you
can bring meditation to your love, to your sex, the sex is transformed. So
tantra doesn't say that this is pure or that is impure -- and if you want to
use the old terminology of purity and impurity, then I will say that for
tantra sleep is impure, alertness is pure, and all else is just meaningless.
The fourth question:
Question 4
"IF AN EMOTIONAL DESIRE OR MOOD BECOMES EXHILARATING FOR US, AND IF WE DO
NOT EXPRESS IT OUTWARDLY, DOES THIS ENERGY NECESSARILY GO BACK TO THE SOURCE
AND MAKE THE PERSON FRESH AND ENERGETIC?"
Not necessarily! But if you are aware, then it is so, necessarily. Any
energy, any energy, needs roots to move, and no energy can be destroyed.
Energy is indestructible. It can only change into different forms; it can
never become nothing. So when you try to suppress any energy, you are doing
absolute nonsense with yourself. Energy cannot be suppressed: it can only be
transformed. A suppressed energy will become a cancer. If you feel anger,
two ordinary routes are available: either express it or suppress it. If you
express it, then it becomes a chain, because then you create anger in the
other person and he will express it -- and there is no end to it. Then you
will express it, and it can continue for years. It continues! That is how
everyone is living. It goes on and on.
Those who know deeply, they say that for lives also, for lives together, it
goes on and on. You have been angry with a person in your past life, and
still in this life you are repeating the same pattern with the same person.
You are not aware, you are blissfully unaware. So it is good if you think
something new is happening. Ninety-nine percent of the time nothing new is
happening; old patterns are just being repeated again and again.
Sometimes you suddenly see a stranger, and you become angry. He has not
done anything -- you have not even met him before -- but you feel depressed
or angry or violent, or you want just to escape from this person. You feel
bad. Why? It is some old pattern. Energy never dies, it remains, so if you
express it, you are falling into an eternal chain. Someday you will have to
come out of it. And the whole thing is useless, it is just wastage. Don't
start the chain.
Then the other ordinary alternative is to suppress it, and when you
suppress it you are creating a wound within yourself. That will be a
suffering. That will create problems. And the anger will go on being
suppressed, and you will become a volcano of anger.
So it may be that you are not now expressing your anger, but now your whole
personality will become angry. There will be no eruptions, no one will see
you beating someone and being violent, but now your whole personality will
become angry because so much anger within poisons you. Now whatsoever you do
the angry part is there. Even while you are loving someone, the angry part
is there -- in everything. If you are eating your food, the angry part will
be there. You will be violent with your food, you will not be loving. If you
are opening a door, the angry part will be there. You will be violent with
the door.
One day in the morning, Mulla Nasruddin was passing down a street shouting
oaths and saying very angrily, "The devil will take possession of your
spirit and beets will grow in your belly" -- and so it went on and on.
One man looked at him and said, "Mulla, whom are you cursing so much so
early in the morning?"
Mulla said, "Who? I don't know. But don't worry, someone will turn up
sooner or later."
If you are filled with anger, this happens: you are just waiting, and
sooner or later someone will turn up. Inside you are bubbling with fire,
just waiting for some objects, some medium, someone who should help you to
unburden yourself. Then your whole personality becomes angry or violent or
sexual. You can suppress sex, and then the suppressed sex becomes your whole
personality. Then wherever you look you will see sex, in whatsoever you
touch you will see sex, whatsoever you do will be a sexual act. You can
suppress sex very easily; it is not difficult. But then sex will spread all
over you. Your every fiber, every cell will become sexual.
Look at the celibates. Their minds become totally sexual; they dream about
sex, they fight with sex; constantly they fantasize about sex. They are
obsessed. That which could have been natural has become perverted. If you
express it you create a chain, if you suppress you create a wound, and both
are not good. So tantra says that whatsoever you do -- for example, if you
are angry, when you feel that anger is coming -- be uninterruptedly aware.
Don't suppress it and don't express it. Do a third thing, take the third
alternative: be suddenly aware that anger is coming. This awareness changes
the energy that is moving as anger into a different energy. The very energy
that is known as anger becomes compassion. Through alertness there is the
transmutation.
The same energy which is known as sex becomes BRAHMACHARYA, spirituality,
through awareness. Alertness is the alchemy. Through it everything changes.
Try it, and you will come to know. When you bring alertness, awareness, to
any mood, any feeling, any energy, it changes its nature and quality. It is
never the same again, and a new route opens. It is not going back again to
the same place where it was, from where it came; it is not moving outwards
The horizontal movement has stopped. With alertness it becomes vertical, it
moves upwards. That is a different dimension. A bullock cart moves
horizontally; an airplane moves vertically -- upwards.
I would like to tell you one parable. One fakir, a Sufi, used to say that
someone was presented an airplane, a very small aircraft, by a friend, who
was a great king. But the man was poor. He had heard about airplanes, but he
had never seen one. He knew only bullock carts, so he thought that this was
a new device -- a new type of bullock cart. He used his two bullocks to
bring the airplane home, and then he used the airplane as a bullock cart. He
was very happy. Of course, the small aircraft worked as a bullock cart. But
then, by and by, just from being curious he started studying it. Then he
came to understand that bullocks were not needed. It had a motor and it was
able to go by itself, so he fueled it and used it as a motor car.
But then by and by, he became aware of the wings, and he thought "Why are
they there?" And it seemed to him that the man who had devised this machine
must have been very intelligent, a genius; thus, he could not have added
something unnecessarily. The wings showed that the machine could fly also.
So he tried. Then the airplane came to its own; it became vertical.
You are using the mind that you have as a bullock cart. The same mind can
become a motor car; then bullocks will not be needed. It has an inbuilt
mechanism, but then too it will be moving horizontally. However, the same
mind has wings. You have not observed, that is why you don't know that it
has wings. It can fly! It can move upwards! And once it moves upwards, once
your energies start moving upwards, the whole world is different. Your old
questions simply fall down and your old problems are no more there, because
you are now moving vertically.
All those problems were there because you were moving horizontally. The
problems of a bullock cart are not problems for an airplane. The road was
not good, so there was a problem. The road was blocked, so there was a
problem. Now this is not a problem because the road is not used at all.
Whether blocked or not, whether good or not, it is irrelevant.
Moral teachings are bullock-cart teachings; tantra's teaching is vertical.
That's why all those problems are irrelevant for tantra. The energy that you
know as anger, sex, greed or whatsoever, is moving horizontally. Once you
bring your alertness to it, you have brought a new dimension. Just by being
alert, you move upwards.
Why? Observe the fact: when you are alert, you are always above the fact.
Become alert about anything, and you are always above the fact. The fact is
somewhere below, down, and you are looking from above, from a peak. Whenever
you have witnessed something you have moved upwards, and the thing has
remained below. If this attention is really authentic and you can be
uninterruptedly aware, then the energy that was moving horizontally as
anger, as sex, will move into this new dimension. It will come near to you,
to the witness. Then you have started flying. And for lives and lives you
have been using the device which is meant for flying as a bullock cart,
unnecessarily creating problems because you were just not knowing what is
possible for you.
The fifth question:
Question 5
"YOU SAID THAT ONE SHOULD NEITHER SUPPRESS NOR INDULGE IN ANGER, BUT THAT
ONE SHOULD REMAIN PASSIVELY ALERT AND MEDITATIVE. OBVIOUSLY, IT WILL NEED A
SORT OF INNER EFFORT TO AVOID SUPPRESSION OR INDULGENCE, BUT THEN IS THIS
NOT ALSO A SORT OF SUPPRESSION?"
No! It is an effort, but not."a sort of suppression." Every effort is not
suppression. There are three types of effort. One is the effort which is
expression. When you express your anger, it is an effort. Then the second
type of effort is when you suppress it. When you express what you are doing,
you are forcing your energy outwards to the person, to the object; you are
throwing out your energy, the other is the target. Energy moves to the
other; it is an effort. When you suppress, you return the energy back to the
original source, to your own heart. You force it back. It is an effort, but
the direction is different. In expression it moves away from you; in
suppression it again moves near you.
The third thing, alertness, passive alertness, is also an effort, but the
dimension is different. The energy moves upwards. In the beginning it is an
effort. When I say be passively alert, in the beginning even passivity is
bound to be an effort. Only by and by, as you become more acquainted with
it, will it not be an effort. And when it is not an effort, it becomes more
passive -- and the more passive, the more magnetic. It pulls the energy
upwards.
But in the beginning everything is going to be an effort, so don't become a
victim of words. It creates problems. Mystics have always been talking about
effortlessness. They say don't make any effort. But in the beginning even
this is going to be an effort. When we say be effortless we only mean don't
force the effort. Allow it to come through awareness. If you force it, you
will become tense. If you become tense, anger cannot move upwards. Tension
is horizontal; only a non-tense mind can be above, hovering like a cloud.
Look at the clouds floating with no effort. Just bring your witnessing in
like a floating cloud. In the beginning it is going to be an effort, but
remember only that it is going to become effortless. You will be forcing it
and allowing it more and more.
This is difficult because language creates the difficulty. If I tell you to
relax, what will you do? You will make a sort of effort. But then I tell you
don't make any effort, because if you make any effort that will create
tension and you will not be able to relax. I tell you to simply relax. Then
you are at a loss, and you are bound to ask, "Then what do you mean? If I am
not going to make any effort then what am I supposed to do?"
You are not supposed to do anything, but in the beginning that non-doing
will look like a doing. So I will say, "Okay! Make a little effort, but
remember that the effort is to be left behind. Use it as a starter just in
the beginning. You cannot understand non-doing; you can only understand
doing. So use the language of doing and action. Start, but use effort only
as a starter. And remember, the sooner you leave it behind, the better.
I have heard that when Mulla Nasruddin became very old, he became a victim
of insomnia, he couldn't sleep. Everything was tried -- hot baths, pills,
tranquilizers, syrups -- but nothing was of any help. Everything was of no
avail. And the children were disturbed because Mulla would not sleep
himself, and he would not allow anyone in the house to sleep. So the whole
night had become a nightmare for the whole family.
They searched desperately for any method, any medicine that would help
Mulla to sleep, because the whole family was going crazy. So finally they
brought a hypnotist. The children came very happily, and they told old
Mulla, "Now you need not be worried, papa. This is a miracle man. He creates
sleep within minutes. He knows the very magic of it, so don't be worried.
Now there is no fear, and you will sleep."
The hypnotist showed a watch with a chain to Nasruddin and said, "Only very
little faith will do the miracle. You need a little trust towards me. Just
trust me, and you will fall like a small babe into deep sleep. Look at this
watch."
He started moving that watch left and right. Nasruddin looked at it, and
the hypnotist said, "Left-right, left-right. Your eyes are becoming tired,
tired, tired. You are falling asleep, asleep, asleep, asleep."
Everyone was in joy -- happy. Mulla's eyes closed, his head moved down, and
he felt like a small babe going into deep sleep. A very rhythmic breathing
came. The hypnotist took his fee, and he put his finger on his lips, just to
indicate to the children not to be disturbed now. Then he sneaked out. The
moment he was out, Mulla opened one eye and said, "That nut! Has he gone
yet?"
He was making an effort to relax, so he relaxed "like a babe." He had
started breathing rhythmically and closed his eyes, but it was all an
effort. He was helping the hypnotist. He thought that he was helping the
hypnotist. But it was effort on his part, so nothing happened. Nothing could
happen. He was awake. If he could have just been passive, if he could have
heard what was being said, looked at what was being shown, the sleep would
have happened. No effort on his part was necessary; only passive acceptance
was necessary. But even for you to bring your mind to that passive
acceptance, in the beginning you will need effort.
So don't be afraid of effort. Start with effort, and just remember that
effort has to be left behind and you have to move beyond effort. Only when
you have moved beyond will you be passive, and that passive awareness brings
the miracle.
With passive awareness, mind is no more there. For the first time your
inner center of being is revealed, and there is a reason. Effort is needed
for anything that is to be done in the world. If you want to do something in
the world, anything, effort is needed. But if you want to do something in
the inner, no effort is needed. Just relaxation is needed. Non-doing is the
art there just as doing is the art in the outward, the outside world.
This passive alertness is the key. But don't become disturbed by language.
Start with effort. Just keep in mind that you have to leave it, and go on
leaving it. Even leaving will be an effort -- but a moment comes when
everything has gone. Then you are there, simply there not doing anything --
just there, being. That "beingness" is SAMADHI, and all that is worth
knowing, worth having, worth being, happens to you in that state.
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